心情好！

哇！我好久没有写日记了。。
感情世界还是没变过。。真想找个朋友谈天喔！！
holiday so boring oo..all friend cant out oo..haisxz..
me alway at home onli..闷都闷死了！haisxz..
y my life cant change de ah..still tat boring..mayb me alway think about boring onli so my life become boring gua..aiyo y me cant fix it properly oo..烦都烦死了..
since holiday..me everyday dream about all thg tat scare me..me reli very辛苦啦..好像有什么东西在折磨我似的..害到我痛苦死了..有谁能帮我？解除呢？
我还梦到我的考试成绩有三个E呢？吓都吓死了！u dono de fear of me..
tat is so scary=（now im so scare no one beside me..
me cant tell anyone wat i hav been through..mayb tat is my balasan gua..
do too many wrong thg get so many balasan..
haisxz..now me at home just can eat drink sleep and bath...
nothg tat i can do..oh my friend..when open school u can saw me fat dy de..hehe=)
now im start to kip my weight..but cant..haisxz..mayb is because of him gua..
mayb me suffer lik hell lik dat..he say he will get me a gift when my birthday date..
mayb tat true..mayb he lie me..me dono lar..
wat i can do is wait bah..wat he will do to me..rap me..kill me..love me..or leave me..
who noe lea..hehe=)
vun en vun en vun en..me wan go out watch mv..no one teman me..jia jia cant go cp..alisha very bz..huhu..me wan cry jor..

now me wait the day of my birhday lor..c got wat suprise..me think dont hav de lor..haisxz..my love star help me through all my wish..
thank you..love u♥♥